Friday, April 22, 2011
Bye Bye BBT
Dear little pink BBT-
We need to have a talk. I really don't want you to take this personally but...I think we should stop seeing each other. You don't really fit my needs any more and I've moved on. It pains me a bit to tell you this but there's someone else. I've been seeing him for a while but wasn't quite ready to give you up as I thought you still had something to teach me. Now it has developed to a point where you and I have grown apart, beside the upcoming progesterone supplements are just going to screw with your head. I figured it would be in both our best interest to quit now while we are on good terms than wait until we're frustrated and confused about what's going on.
We had a good run though while it lasted. Sure, I had some issues trusting you from time to time when you didn't tell me what I had hoped to hear but in the end we learned that really it was all my fault for not giving you better information to work with. You taught me valuable information about was going on with my body, or more specifically what wasn't happening. You showed me that I wasn't ovulating which turns out to be a bit of a problem when you want to have a baby. You saved me even more months of frustration and futile efforts. You gave me the pieces I needed to get help. For all this I am extremely grateful but I think our time is through...at least for now.
Maybe one day we'll meet again under better circumstances, we'll have better communication, and you'll have better news to tell me other than nothing is happening in there. I hope there are no hard feelings that I'm leaving you behind for fancier tools. It's not you, it's me and I hope we can still be friends.